im going to be a dad... my gf ivy is 2 months 1 week and 3 days pregnant now... im so happy but scared at the same time about all of it. im happy because im having a baby with ivy bc i love her more then anything, shes the girl of my dreams. me and her both are hoping for a girl and the name will be nicola faye cortazar, she says she came up with the middle name (but it was really me lol) the baby is due in november 26th, i cant wait... i'll be dropping out of school this summer to get a full time job to support the baby and ivy.. and next year me and ivy will get married but we probably wont have a ceremony, neither of us believe in god and those things are way to long lol...probably just get a judge to marry us like my parents did...i feel kind of bad about ivy being pregnant though, cuz now her family probalby hates me and doesnt look at me the same like her dad and probaby her brother, i could care less what her sister hannah thinks, shes usually a bitch to me so i dont care, it may sound mean but oh well...and bc of hannah like my whole school knows about ivy being pregnant which makes it even worse and i really dont like her at all anymore since that plus what she said to ivy, she told ivy she hopes ivy and the baby dies, and if that happens if either one dies im coming after you HANNAH!!! especially if ivy dies, if she ever dies i wont be able to live, i'd probably end up killing myself if she died, she means more to me then anything, and shes very beautiful, funny, intelligent, she has a great personality, and me and her have ALOT in common, and we have like the same opinions about alot of things.... and im sorry ivy for being an azz to you sometimes, i dont mean it, its like when i have alot on my mind and stuff i lose my temper easy, but im trying to change, and i think ive got alittle better but its not good enough, i hate it when i make her mad or upset, and i feel like shiit when i do that stuff and i wish i could take it back but i cant, she doesnt deserve how i treat her sometimes...and i know i can seem to protective and jealous sometimes, but im like that because i love her so much and i never want to lose her...its getting late and i dont know what else to say so i'll update later if i think of more to say...